It isn’t easy for me I am lost in my own jungle
I got lost in my own choice
I feel all alone Can’t stand anymore Please let me cry in front of you To reduce my burden I know You will let me ,,, won’t You?
Everything just feels so awkward ,,, just makes me want to scream It just likes each pair of eyes look at me Make me can do nothing Make me lose what I’ve ever had before, Friends .. and someone who chose to leave me when i needed.Covered me with all the things … I am a little shine which buried among millions of shine … And then I will ask, could you find me ? Notice me ? Only me, a little shine which surrounded by millions shine ,,, I am an ordinary boy, indeed! Maybe there is no one else who will stand like me ,,, I'm very tired right now....very ...
Yeah….
CAN I ? Can I keep on my journey?
What do I know ?
I feel a bit worried in my deepest heart
I never know why I must lose my smile
What do I know , I just feel uncomfortable with my own self,,
I know everyday everyone stare at me ,, and I just feel so clumsy, I feel afraid
But ………..
I really believe in You, God !!!!
You always treat me like this way ….
I know You love me ,,,,
You guide me in my journey,
You want to see, how I step in my own path
And of course You want to teach me how to reach my dreams with a process, so at last, I can appreciate everything that I got, everything that You gave it into my life.
And I want to try too,
I know and believe whatever in front of me, whatever you give for me, that is the best for me, I must struggle for more ,,,
I need your spirit .. Spirit to go through all this again .. Never stop it!!!
I believe if everyone has their own heart, their own reason, and their own strength to face their life, to face some thorns which came. Sometimes, there’s a time when we can’t be really nice to treat the obstructions, or pretending to be such a nice guy to face them. Feeling of desperation always be the one thing which come to complete our story. I know everyone has ever felt it, and all the text above is one of my way to reveal my feeling when I got desperate. I am not shy to confess it, because i can use it to remind me that i’ve passed some process which is not easy to pass by.
But finally, step by step I can arrange it.
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